not feeling too good... so bored. so not wanting to study. so not wanting to do anything except slacking. so not wanting to....

crap... soooo crappppppppppp... aiyar... not even friday not sure if i'll be free... y muz we have the thrift badge this week? i'm not that prepared yet and i'm kinda busy most of the time, since i have lit lessons on wed, and then piano on thursday which i am so not looking forward to but there's nothing i can do about it. of course, i want to get the badge, but maybe during the june holidays or something, since if it ain't this week, then i'll rather not take it next week or next next week since got to study for exams. it seems as thou this week is not as bad as next week, except for tomorrow's chinese test which will be over in er, 20 hours or less, and NAPFA run... which will KILL me.

do u know that my sis ran like 18.14? that's like every worse than me, for every year, i've always run less than that. apparently, she walked. she told me she didn't care and had no determination. i told her that the thought of having to run 6 rounds again apparently gave me the determination to run faster. I WILL NOT RUN AGAIN! therefore, it would be stupid to fail.